its been a while that i've updated

yeah, its been awhile that i've updated this blog.
i actually wanted to do some revamp on the layout and stuff, but that i think housework is more important at this point of time.
blog for awhile and back to work i guess.

i'm watching Asian games and its how sad that singapore is not like at the top 10 in the country medal standings.
i mean we did so many things for ourselves, from sports sch to advertising to support the whole team.
and we're still not there yet.
i'm not critisizing them or what but look at china, south korea.
whow.
even our neighbour malaysia is doing well.
singapore should get tips from them.
tips on a great win.

but hey, i'm still proud of singapore.
even though we are represented by PRs.
yey.


i talk to a certain friend though last night and we had a good chat.
that 4 hr conversation made me realise how am i as a person, as a boyfriend.
yup2. i shall not elaborate on this though.
but i am open to accept a relationship already.
after 2 mths, yeah. i am. i just need to bump into the right person at the right time.
people say i just need to trust and believe it again.
i do.
just that i'm scarred still.
u know when u fall, you bleed and there will be this small opening on where u had the impact?
no more blood, no more opening. just left the scab to clear and i be on my way.
i'm thinking abt this because i'm getting a bike next year.
knowing some of my friends who had horrible relationships because thier gf is in love, not with them, but with thier bikes only.
so yah. i dont have a bike now and it would a nice time to move on.

i'm not desperate. i'm not in a rush. i just open my doors.



parents are gone for 2 days already.
nothing much have happen.
they've yet to call but i believe they are ok. yup2.
may allah take care of them and bring them home safely. insyallah.


well, of to do my daily routines now.
i wonder when can i head out?
i miss my work place.
i miss everyone there.
so sad to leave them so sudden.