vids gelore.

watch this and have your own views


i just cant accept the fact that the rider went crazy over that matter.
if it was me, i will approach the driver and maybe just say a few word of caution and after that just bersyukur to Allah that i'm Ok ah.
i mean why do that when knowing that you are still alive. right?


and watch this.


believe it or not? you decide. my 2 years of my National Service i yet to see one while doing guard duty. and its so obvious that its a set up by thier own. ha. good job guys.
scared a shit out of me. haa

its kinda sucky that rxz need to kick start the engine. haha. and i have the tendency to open the throttle too much while kicking that bugger. so engine wont start. grr. need more practice on it. in other words, i got 101km clocked under me. haha. so fast?!

today seem to have a weird weather kind of thing happening to me. its cold. so what i do? get warm clothings. not too warm, just long sleeve shirt and long pants. and when i'm in that attire, i feel hot. so i ease down to singlet and long pants. too cold still. so i resort to long sleeve and shorts. still cold. argh


my mum was telling me that my 50yr old single aunt is intending to go haj very soon but dont know how soon. so i was glad that she has the niat to go but then again, i was wondering who is she going with? u need a opposite gender partner must be above 21 to head to haj you know. so my mum was smiling at me.

me: "Ijal pergi haji dgn cik ni?" *you mean i'm going haji with cik ni?*
mum: "ah ah. boleh?" *so how can or not?*
me: "when?"
mum: "kalau boleh, tahun ni ijal pergi lah" *if its possible, you be going this week*

by now, i was already confused by emotions. i couldnt decide to be happy or clueless of the future. i am on a bond with the police force. so i dont know if i able to go or not. deep deep in my heart, i want to go there to see the place that i been facing in my solats...

me: "insya'allah, if everything goes well, i shall be able to lah"
mum: "dont worry about the money. just go perform your haj if everything goes well"



and i dont know what the this is all about.


this one also i dont know why. haiz.


and i doubt u should do this.


o...i found this music vid again. its soo sad.