about life and work. why they cant meet.

just as life gets better without her.
it turns to a bad turn when some unhappiness from my family members and the things i'm doing which is work.

i'm lost.
i'm scared.
i need someone.
i need you.
*sobs*

i never cried so hard ever since the break up.
i never been feeling so down ever since i ended army.
and it has to come from my aunty.
ouch.

strikes me in the heart ok.
but i will listen to you.
like what people say, listen to the old folks.
old people are wise people.

i not saying anything about the old people, but somehow what they say is something good in life one day.
i am an adult now, but at times i do need the careful guidance of my parents and loved ones.

i just see how it goes later when i throw in the towel and tell them the whole story.