the case of the ex

she said hi.
urgh.

i made her cry i think.
dont care ah.
dont bother me ah

i deleted you off friendster again because i think you are not worth it YET to be my friend. i been thinking AGAIN for the past few weeks. the memory of you came back all of a sudden. and i think back how you treated me in 2006. it feels like shit that i been treated that way w/o realising it. believing in the letters that you wrote. i been trick. i know you gonna say that its said right from the heart from that moment, but i dont think it was sincere.

seriously.


i'm doing this because i never get to do this when i was with you.

your effort of being friend with me is....not sincere so to say. seriously. its like for the sake of doing it right? what ever. u hate that word right? what ever! ape ape! ape ape ah!

you know club, smoke, drink. even someone that you and i wonder why you are doing all these when you didnt in the first place? different people choose different path and u talk about my skating? ha. at least mine wont effect my health and i'm glad you know you are dying soon. smoke more. drink more. who knows, that one asthma attack of yours would be the last.

you're the only ex gf that i a hard time accept into my circle of friends. you know some girls in a guy's life are meant to be friends, others will promote from friends to gf and if its good, get married if not back as friends and others are just meant to be gf. maybe you are just meant to be a gf in my life.

just maybe. i dont know. it seems like it.


but thanks for 2006 though. lesson learn from a big mistake. at least i know you only look cute and have a smile je. inside i dont seem to like it anymore.



so with that i end by saying, think back what you did to me. did you put symphaty? did you think of me while doing all those? i seen how many girls suffer when thier boyfriends are in NS. thats why i let you go while i served the nation. i guess you took it for granted.

its old stuff here. i know. but i just want to strike your heart for good. budget on sms and stuff. old story. you say that to me when guardsman pretty much part of your life.

friends with me again? think again. maybe we be friends. you even block me at msn before all this. and when now you want to say hi, you say it to be a friendly thing. ha.

hate me lah girl.
come on.
you can do it.
burn all the neoprints of me.
burn it!
















i dare you.