give and take.

to all those ice cream lovers, an advice. keep a spoon in your bag in case of an emergency. you will really need it when the time comes. dont regret not having it.

workload have been on the rise lately. i mean, working 3 days 1 off kind of thing lately instead of the usual 2 days 2 off. its putting a slight stress on the mind esp. having to sleep on the 1st off and needing to wake up and thinking how to spend the rest of the day knowing that the next off will only come in 3 days time. i hope i can endure this. but i always tell myself, everything thing you do, there will for sure a certain level of stress. its a matter on how well you manage it that makes the difference between breaking or making it.

i dont know what i want in life. really. to think back of my resolution for year 2008, i dont think thats what i want in life. my life has been tooo mundane. too quiet. too lonely. i spend time at home with family, 99% of the time on my off days. i mean its not saying its bad, but i do not have the balance between friends and family.

but somehow deep inside my mind, i know friends is something that i hate to handle. i have friends NOW how ask abt my well-being only when they in need of money. other ask me about my well-being only if they have no other freinds to text with. i dont blame them for doing this. its me. i'm not the kind that keeps good relationship with friends though but hey, i know i am trying my best.

is it that i'm fussy?
i want people to go my way??
but then again, every individual is different.
everyone has thier own view in life.
everyone.
i know this.
i give and take if i have to.
but just dont piss me off.
coz one things in life, i only make you happy if i am happy.
whats the point making others happy when you yourself are not in the same boat?


2010 i want to have my MOTARD pls