the long awaited update

it has come to my attention that i need to blog now if not people will start leaving me.
i been wanting to blog for the past few off days that i had but when ever i had blogger ready, i would be engage in house work or with what ever shit things that i had to do. and i end up forgetting to blog or just too lazy to blog.

ok. fasting month is over. so raya-ing we go.
dont get me wrong, i dont fancy raya that much though. i wont be going "yey, dah raya!! woohoo!! baju raya baru ni baru that baru. wah must go visit this place that place and this and that" i dont fancy those raya happiness. i dont know why. i lost those spirit whilst i was serving the nation. oo, when i was in green. i'm still serving the nation now. haha. so yah, i only spent the first 2 days to raya. the first day is a compulsary trip to my granny. if i dont go to her place, she would cry. so better take good care of my granny heart. it was then off to my mum's cuz place all over the west side, which was unplanned for. and it ended at 9pm? urgh.

day 2 was spent with paternal's families visiting day. really. since my grandfather past away 2 years ago, my house has been the first house my paternal's aunts/uncles be visiting. when my grandpa was alive, everyone would gather at his house first before we headed out to the other houses. but yah. since my dad is the oldest amoungst his siblings, we start off from my house. the best thing abt my paternal's family visiting is that we nv fail to book a bus. haha. a bus for the family to go raya-ing ard the island. from the north, west, east and central area. haha. its funny that we all go to the PAP ruled area's first before heading to Potong Pasir, if i'm not wrong, its under Workers Party. but its fun though. i tried so hard to resist soft drinks and loads of kuihs. i just tahan my hunger to the house that would provide nice ketupat/longtongs, serondengs, rendang daging and all those lauks that you would only see come together on hari raya. lukcy for me, i eat in moderation.

i should take a vid of a cuz of mine who eat 3 plate full. and he's way way bigger than me. and he's only 17. haha. darn


one comment i got from my aunt was kinda surprising. on the first day, i met one of my aunt and she told me how skinny i was. i was like "really? thats a comment that i never hear in a long time" so it didnt bother me much till another aunt came along and said the same thing. it has come to my senses that i have lost more weight than expected at the WRONG areas. haha. really. they keep saying that i look way better when i was in army where i was still thin but tough looking. haha. really. thats what they say. then i was thinking, what the hell police has done to me. skinny every where else except for the tummy area. haha. i got to start training for my ippt and the army body that i used to have. chey chey. *looks at his body and flex*

its funny when you are new at the job, people who are new to you will come and ask. WHY JOIN THE FORCE? yes, its kinda irritating to answer such things over and over again esp when you meet up with new people but people are curious. why? some advice to those who want to join a uniform organisation, think hard of your future. its something that you need to do to have a good life ahead. you wouldnt want to regret after a few years and rejoin a new organisation and start all over again. you wont be young tau.
i just hope you know where i am going with that.

i going ikea today. i going to get my blind, window blinds, with a help of a friend. haha. i didnt tell her that she needs to help. i just tell her to tag along coz the other time i went, she scolded me for not asking her along. i'm so looking forward to have a make over for my room soon. well, i know a make over before raya would be nice but i was stuck doing something else during the fasting month so yah, i shall make the make over happen before the year ends, i hope. white/cream walls, white blinds, natural wood bedframe and ah, so cant explain. i will take pictures soon when i start doing something abt it.

talking abt taking pictures, its been ages i camwhore. haha. work has been bitchy lah. see no time to camwhore. and my n73 also suck. everytime i need to use the camera function i have to disable my music function. and when i want to hear music, i got to wait for the music library to be updated. urgh. so sucky. time to get a new phone? hahaha.


i need help. imagine you are a guy, if you are already a guy then dont have to imagine, then when you are in a train/bus, you notice a girl that well, look pretty and catches your eyes at the first glance, but she didnt smile or react, is it right to smile? should i smile? what i have to do? haha. i so kental when it comes to all this.

remember, forget ex bf/gf, but never forget FRIENDS and esp your FAMILY. but then again, if a friends forgets abt you, then you forget him too lor! haha. adios those buggers.


time to work. down with the mats and minahs and those trouble makers in town! be afraid when you see a mat in blue walking ard town. grr.