its up and down.

it just sucks to know that people will find a way thru life to relax rather than work. i mean, its everyone mindset to relax and its ok to relax when we have to, but when it comes to work, and you are feeling ok and you just feel you want to relax more, you say you are sick when you are not.

i know i aint no doctor to say this or that abt your health. but i think you know you yourself better. i mean, when you are sick, you are really ah. you wont have mood to talk to, to SMOKE espescially. coz you are sick. and its been 5 mths we staying in together, i know how you would find a way thru.

you would make that face. say this and that. act.
urgh. disgusting.
and i hate the fact how they bring themselves forward and surrender thier body saying they cant make it.
weak!

i know everybody cant be the same and everyone has thier own life. but its really disgusting when they know they can find a way out.
really. i cant take it actually.



and some poeple dont protray themselves as what they suppose to. its really hard to please everyone who has the majority thinking. i think i have the minority thinking in that squad.


i end here.