time of the month

it seems that its been awhile that i came here. yeah.
it sucks that my life is changing. but i dont know.
i dont know if its going to be good or bad.
i just need to try.

its always like this.
when i always look at my blog not being updated, i feel like updating.
the moment i start typing, i get too lazy to update and here i leave it hanging again.
haha
hmm..
i'm single.
but i think i should stay this way
but many have said that i should be looking for one already.
i'm going to be 23.
i guess its time right?
but i cant rush into relationship.

i got to find the ONE.
the one that i love and love all my life till my last breath.
the one who stay with me thru thick and thin.
the one who understand me, and helps me understand her.

*sobs*
i hate bike ride home alone at night on an expressway.
i think alot when i'm on that stretch of road.
really.
abt life.
abt family
abt myself.
abt friends.


i guess its time of the month again. argh.
gone gone gone.