death again

i bump into a certain entry that my ex wrote long long time again. really. its like the days when i was young. haha. not that young though. but anyways, it made me shed a tear. well, tears that made me recall all those sweet and unforgettable moments.
the one i gave her an mms and
the one she warned me about the future.

i dont want to ponder about the past anymore. its something i should learn from and not cry about. i should be looking forward which i am. i know i am.


but one thing i hate is the fact that i always have this mood swings. and i cant seem to control it. mood swings for me is throwing out my attitude to you and you and you. gosh, i tell you i could lose friends and make more enemies if its activated.

i'm just sorry to those who kena me.















i living a very dangerous life. really. esp when i'm on my bike. those who know my occupation, soon enough i will face the harsh reality of real people, real danger.


death is coming. soon. i can tell u that.
god, just help me get pass this life smoothly and if i have to, i would like to go quickly and in a good way. thanks