the title after putting up an entry. long one.

"Walk Away" By Paula Deanda

I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
Walk Away, Walk Away

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep
with a bouquet
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
Walk Away, Walk Away


So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away

Walk Away, Walk Away

Remember You





i know the song is kinda of girly for a guy but parts of the songs if you convert it to a guy's feeling, its how i am feeling inside. for those who know what i'm talking about. thank god. if not, i shall not elaborate as it hurts. but anyway i just hope this is temperory till my brain cells are recovered. ha.

someone's happy in her life now. greatful for that.

anyway, life sucks. really. karma has been hitting me hard time and time again. really. as in, last time TRAINER now TRAINEE karma. i been hit so many times that i cried to bed one of the nights. YES. because i took it as a personal attack towards me. really.

but then again, it shows how much i can work in a team. i always tell myself that i can work well given the power and authourity, like in my NS days. 50 recruits under my merciful hands. and now, as a trainee working in a team, i just suck. i just cant to take the power to control the bunch of people in my bunk, to tell them to do something which i always did in the past.

coz i always have this fear of breaking the friendship that i have with them. i dont want them to think i being bossy. i just keep quiet. thats my nature. even if i'm socialising, i'm quiet. my mum thought me that, coz i know what ever shit i say, it will come back to me.

anyways, b plus motor has been a pain in the ass. i think i have told you people about this thing. i ordered my RXZ bodykit last month, 10/02/07 to be precise, and what they promise me, that the body kit will be in early this month. and look, its going to be april soon!! argh. but in good faith of customer service, i just wait patiently and when my body kit comes, i will just say this "you made me wait for 1 month ++ le, cant you give me a better price or at least a free assembly of my new body kit" i bet they will delighted to do it for me or i will ask for my money back! yes. i hardly do that, but i will.

i'm going to be selfish now days. in terms of money. i dont want to go blanja-ing people anymore unless they are my close and good friends. the only money i give is to my mum. coz i believe thats in one way helping my dad and the family.

i went to survery around cozway point for stuff. i really dont know what i was looking out for yesternight. hah. i wanted to find a new wallet to fit all my future cards that its impt to me. but it seem that i already have that. i wanted this but i already have that. i keep thinking to save money lah. what to do. till i stumbled upon PS3 in one of the shops. gosh. the graphics, made me stand in awe for a good 10 mins. knowing that there's a bundle package for sure to come up in the future, at $800 is still expensive for a PS3. but to play the PS3 i need a new tv, those with the HDMI input. haha. dont ask me what the heck it is but what i know its needed for PS3 and its a HD tv kind of lingo. so ok. i went around causeway point and gosh, the cheapest hdmi hdtv i found starts from a good 4 digit number. haha.


sucks.




i still have that feeling for that someone. i dont want to keep it deep deep in heart lah. maybe this feeling develop over the past few events that i went out with her. or maybe its just an old flame that is trying to lit up. but i dont think it will. i just need to get this feeling out of me.

shit leh, i got 3 movies to catch but no one's catching it with me! i got path finder, tmnt and mr bean to watch! argh. sucky that i lazy to go out yesterday to cine for midnight movie. coz obviously i have to take the bike there and i'm sleepy. haha. ade je masok longkang motor aku.

anyway, its +ve that i watching mr bean today. haha. i dont care. i know its going to be hilarious shit







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i just realise that this entry is bloody to long for you people to read. haha. bye.