Its Hari Raya Haji and N.Y.E.!!!!

due to the fact that the earthquake over at taiwan has cause major disruption of the internet services last tuesday, its been practically impossible for me to update this blog.
i actually could update it on friday but i think updating the week on this very special day would be interesting.
you know why later.

Tuesday - Friday
i was disconnected from the internet world.
i could only see Singapore based website or so to say, urls ending with .sg .
i feel so lost without my internet.
this is me.
when i'm at home i must have my internet dosage.
well, at least my MSN dosage.
i can go out for months without internet, but when i'm home, i make sure i get it.
i get so bloody restless that i start to grow fat on the couch in front of the tv.
ah.

Saturday
i finally got online on full blast.
yup2. able to do what i do best
i went for retail therapy too.
busted my wallet and bank too.
i overspent lah
haha.
at least i got my soft jeans and cap that i always wanted.

i went majlis tahlil and it was the first time i went w/o my dad.
it was kind of a sad happy feeling you know.
sad that he wasnt with me and happy that he's going to finish his haj.
i went there to represent him and myself.
i was actually late lah but when i came, all my dad's fren smiled.
i knew they miss him too and they were glad that he was represented.
o wells...

Sunday
well, its hari raya haji and i did my job as a muslim to pray sunnah at the mosque for my hari raya haji prayers.
again, sad lah. first time praying w/o dad by my side.
after the prayers, i gave a prayer to my parents.
sujud syukur for them.
i'm happy that they have the title of haji and hajjah.
yup2.

went to my nenek house after that.
had a good time eating my nenek food lah.
haha.
i didnt cared what but i kept eating and eating and eating.
haha
and before i left, my parents called lah!
haha.
weee...
i heard my mum's voice and i miss her so much.
it doesnt make an impact on me on the daily basis but when i heard her voice, my eyes watered.
coz the past few conversations was only with dad, coz my mum was in a different room with my dad.
i told her eh hajjah miati cepat balik. i miss your cooking ah.
haha. she laugh.
my granny cried kwowing that i cried.
hm..

i'm kinda emotional and sensitive when it comes to this kind of stuff.





anyway on a good note, i be a cop soon.
WEF on 9th Jan i wont be online that often anymore.
i be training as a cop.
i be a cop.
thats my career.
alhamdulilah.
i'm starting a career soon.


shit. i still need to put my resolution.
i think i going to start this proper.
i have 5.

1. Get my bike
2. Get my Class 3 license
3. Strive well in Police Officer Basic Course
4. Futher my study
5. Get my Class 2A license

yup2.
thats all.
shit i gtg
i'm late.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
dont forget my birthday ok.
its easy to remember.
070707 --> thats my birthday