its been a while.

i hate the fact that some boyfriends are such control freaks to the gf and make thier life miserable. seriously, do you guys have to really control the gf lives till the point she is being paranoid about stuff. abit of it should be ok but too much of it is way out man. aint cool. everybody here is born free. born to do what ever they want that is right. no one should be control to that point. the point of breaking down and having to think twice about having the relationship.

but i do learn my big mistake of not controlling someone. letting go too much aint cool also. i shant talk much about this point too but i think in a relationship there should be a limit of control not too little, not too much. a perfect mix of it will be great. thats the challenge. and the reward is for sure a great relationship.


anyway, being at work is stressful. the long working hours, the stupid demands from the managers but friends, humour and fun overcome that to make life there more interesting. o yah the money too. i wonder how much my first play will be. i so want to pay my debts off quickly. from my philosophy, debts and owing people money aint good cause somehow karma will come big time.

and and...i be working at causeway pt outlet next tuesday! woohoo! so near my house! haha. imagine my break! go home, sleep , eat, then go back. argh. so nice. but, you people stay away from causeway point ok. dont come near me!

ah, youe people come to see me work, pls lah eh. say hi at least to me. dont ever just pass by, see me do work and later tell me i saw you folding clothes, or doing this or that. and knowing that you never tegur me just piss me off. its stupid but i think a simple gesture of saying hi would be nice to make my tiring day right? nevermind lah. i know who my true friends when they come.


i seriously feel that i dont have any looks or what. i simply just dont bother anymore to be like you know, looking good. i had enough of it.

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i realise now my life is alll about relationships (even though i'm happily single), work, money, bikes, license, religion. its all evolving around this topics. o yah, i been making making friends from all the different shops in taka. haha. everytime i would pass by they were like eh tunggu! break dgn aku! haha.


i'm just happy for that someone that she's with that someone better to take care of her. its been a tough ride for her the last few months and now she's happily and safely in someone else's arms. :)
i had this thought of her while i was passing by this pub beside the upcoming GAP shop at wisma. there were like a live band there and they were singing Here Without You by 3 Doors Down. so yah.

ok i need to tuck in already. work work work!







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