argh

ok its almost 3 am in the morning and i'm blogging.
i was suppose to be sleeping at this hour but after mahgrib earlier, i watch tv and fell asleep. i got up at 2 am realising i couldnt sleep anymore. urgh.

anyway, yesterday my selection was ok lah. kinda sucky how police conducted the selection. they called up 80++ people to come up for the selection. i fine with it actually, but in the end, most of us have to wait long hours just to be physically assesed, to verify our documents and do a psychometric test. seriously, because they are lazy or something, they just dump the whole bunch of interested party on one day and let us suffer in silence.

i mean at least do it in batchs of 10s or 20s per day at least. so the waiting time wouldnt be that long. imagine everyone came at 0845hrs and everything ended at like 1700hrs. freaking long right? but then again, i recall back the time i was doing my medical check up for my National Service 3 yrs back in 2003. almost the same actually. dont mind me pls, i'm a typical Singaporean.

alot of people been wanting to see my dyed hair. my mum told me the dye wont be obvious unless its under direct sunlight or direct light, either or. but as i was walking around for the selection, i realise i was a real brunette even if i'm not under direct light! its OBVIOUS lah. but the thing is, when i tried to take picture of my hair, its black lah. sorry peeps. maybe meet me and you can see it for yourself. i am a CIVILIAN you know. just get use to me being this way. haha.

i'm turning into one mat lah for sure. i told mum to get me a nice silver necklace which she did and i wore it along with my new hair. gosh. haha. but hey, dont worry. i still a good boy that everybody knows ok? and i wont be a mat. Never will.

1 more interview left and i can look forward to hari raya already! sorry i cant meet alot of you people this few days. mum has been at her peak of her kuihs and being the oldest son and not having any daughter, i got to help her. meet up with me after raya ok people!

i wanna go New York New York and NYDC!!! i suddenly have this craving for this 2 outlets. a friend of mine buka at NYDC today and she say its NICE. darn u. o, i remembered, last monday morning when i was out with ben to coco latte, its the first time i ate chinese chicken rice and it was heaven ah. haha. i know its wrong but its nice. there's no pork anyways. :P cant blame me. army did this to me, ever since the taiwan trip a year ago.

i think i need to book revision for my bike some time next week. i've been itching to get my body on a bike and go around the circuit at least. argh. cant wait to have my own bike.

i want to work lah god damn it! can someone employ me! pls!